Farah Feriena

Embarrassing

2009-09-15T16:21:00.000+08:00

I just did something stupid.
Thats why Im stupid.
:(

Bummer

2009-09-12T18:30:00.004+08:00

Holiday suck,
And I swear this is the most horrible Holiday ever.
Why must it happened ,,
God!
Its fucking Hurtful to see Mum cry ,
Im sorry Mum for what I've done .
Just want you to know I've never went over the limit.
No way .

Anyway ,
N level was ggrrrrr ,
Fun ?
I dont know how to describe it but yes its fun .
After you studied isnt it fun to answer easily when they ask the questions u know .

Im downloading more videos to put in my Phone.
I have loads of Paramore Videos.
hahaha!
Number PARAMORE FAN!

I cant wait for their newest album ,
29 september 2009 , Brand New Eyes is officially OUT.
ITS Josh Farro's birthday ( Lead Guitarist )
AND
Its NABILAH's BIRTHDAY!!!
=D
Speaking of which,
The past few days had been a drag and hard days .
She and Nats had been there for me.
Pheww Thankfully they did text me ,
If not I'd gone crazy , out of my wits.

Im gonna Twitter now.
Adios .

N level

2009-09-10T14:07:00.003+08:00

Wont be onlining as much,
Zacky is here so I cant blog .
Im very shy.

hahaha,

Sorry Annabel,
for not updating. I'll update more soon.
<3

Take care people,

Long Last ,

2009-08-19T19:04:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not been updating on my blog.
Brother's Wedding was a Success!
Picture's will be updated soon.
Oh & also to update....

I'm in a relationship with Zacky!
=)
9 August 2009,
Can buy 4D see strike not , LOL! -_-"

Prelims is over & coming up next N level.
Cannot wait to work,
Cause next big occasion is friends birthday & Zacky's birthday,=)

2009-06-27T15:41:00.002+08:00

I'm so so so confused!
Really I dont know what to do!
HELP!!!

I love the both of them!

Moodswings - Whiplash

2009-06-26T21:47:00.006+08:00

Watched Transformers with Jackasses ,
Mim , Alfi , Zack & Haflow!
The movie is FUCKING good!
10/10 I'll rate it.
lol.
Miss them and the movie so much already.

People say this and that.
Who to believe ,
I still have faith , trust n still believe
but stories have 2 sides,
its unfair for me to listen to only one side of the story.
I cnt wait to meet you to ask for more,

And one more thing,
If a goodfriend of yours bought for u something for ur birthday present ,
n it turns our disappointing obviously in ur heart n mind u'll say,
"the thought that counts,"
But this friend of urs , not only bought for u something YOU dont like ,
BUT the colours YOU dont like to see,
N he/she said that " I like this (the thing he/she bought for u) I have it in my house up for display .. BLABLABLA ..
U heard it right , a friend of urs like this thing n ur friend bought this thing that he/she likes for ur birthday ,
I thought usually ppl buy something their friend would like it NOT they who liked IT.
BUT for ur friends birthday , u bought for him/her something he/she likes.
What do you feeel ?
Im feeling , appreciative , n I think that this friend of mine is ONE HECK OF A SELFISH FRIEND!
Even my family says so ..

You know my friend ,
Sometimes I feel you dont NEED me when u said u do,
Cause u know I do !
I texted you nicely ,
You text me just one boring phrase.
I tried to start a conversation but it looks like you dont want to continue with it. I remind u of the important days and you sound hell fucking sarcastic like "eh , oh , hmm hmm .................(cricket sound)....... ok bye" What the FUCK? A SIMPLE THANK YOU WILL SUFFICE!
Where's ur basic manners?
And I'm your friend.
I apologised but to me you didnt forgive me,
You think I backstabbed you n talked behind u right.
You've been from the start has been judging a book by its cover.
Well you've mistaken,
Yes I did talked abt u behind my back ,Cause talking to you
is USELESS , I just ask one thing ,
for you to listen first,and u can answer later,
u listen but you'll cut me halfway..
Get this right I never talk BAD abt u.
I just want my friends to know how u came abt in my life!
How i missed you ,
N I talked abt you , the way u've been acting since the day we argued ovr the most fucking lame reason EVER!
I was facing the problem u fucking cried on the phone.
Thanks alot THAT HELPS!
U dont text me cause It feels awkward now.
And U dont chat with me,
I go online u go offline ,
I wanna talk to u suddenly u went offline.
herrgghh.
Idk where this is leading but sure this is fucking hell of a good friendship.
And fyi ,
Everyone is ego,
But do u use ur ego in a situation like this?
When u called I thought u helped me but not at all.
Friends?
My light is on , but ur light is off.

Sentosa Beach Party 09

2009-06-22T13:58:00.006+08:00

AWESOME!
And when we were taking pictures ,
More n more cameraman came to us & took our photos!
Its was simply great.
Hahaha We all feel like "superstars"
haha!
There were alot of stuffs ,
free things , FREE KOTEX!
Err thats all. lol.
And one the bands was like ,
" one word , KOTEX!"
Wtf , hahaha ..
We got ALOT of free kotex .
Yay , next month period come , can use the free kotex.
Save money on KOTEX.

There's still more photos from GF's!
I love them all ,
They were great fun.
Sherra ( Blair ) , Wani (Noel) , Murni (Megan) , Ferra Marcella , Fee , Fithria(Fieya) & Glen
They are awesome.
How I wish Nabilah was there,

And Nabilah , If you're reading this,
you know I LOVE YOU =)

I Love my new tanned skin!
okay I wanna watch new movies! bleahh!
Nabilah or Luke , accompany me to the movies please!

SENTOSA

2009-06-21T18:43:00.002+08:00

Oh yay!
I love my new tanned skin!

Boriingg ah no photos ,
my camera is with my sister.
And my hp sucks.

Photos is with the rest .
When they wanna online ??
I waiting siaa ..

Sentosa

2009-06-19T23:05:00.002+08:00

I'm pretty much excited and pretty much worried .
Excited about the party at Sentosa and worried for someone's feelings.
Well , Hope tmr will be going smoothly as planned.

Gotta go back early cause need to meet him ,
and yes , I sort of miss him only to some extent .
I dont even know If I deserve this shit .
Am I betraying?
Cause I feel Like I am .
Hug and Shut.
Thats all I need .
To hug and u shut my mouth.

Sentosa is gonna be Awesome . yeah!
Rock on,

Shit

2009-06-19T14:56:00.003+08:00

Damn Zack found my BLOG!
Anyway , all I know is he's hot , adorable n caring ( in a strange way)
Anyway,
Will be painting my new room , black , white n ORANGE!
My sister and I will be designing our room ,I dont know how,
But we are gonna design it real niceee .

Til here , rock on.
xx

Why do I feel that you're not truthful to me?
I trust u n believe u but If you could Lie to my sister about
the smallest tiniest things ,
then you would lie to me right?
I love you but , am I really the one for you ?

Decode me,

2009-06-18T16:22:00.003+08:00

This rocks.
I've been texting him everyday , YES
EVERYDAY means morning , afternoon , night and the next morning and afternoon , then night and
thats the drill all the way.
We did nt sleep the proper way ,
Slept for one hour then woke up to the message tone,
and slept again .
Burrrrrr .
Tiring yes, hmmm but ..
I keeep having this in mind.
Is he the one?

Twitter

2009-06-17T19:01:00.004+08:00

I'm back to TWITTER!
www.twitter.com/Feriena

Well I'm bored , and joining twitter would make me make up more lame stories or jokes.
Godd Its damn fucking bored at home ,
Stupid homeworks , Stupid holiday!

When is Paramore coming !!?? Grrrrr..
Arent they HOT!
Damnit.
This sucks,
Plus someone is going away , 70% he might be going off and only 30% he'll be staying!
What the hell.
Great , tell me this is the greatest holiday , full of schoolwork to be done.
2 more days and I'm meeting my teacher.
DamnDamnDamnIT!

Drag me to hell

2009-06-17T12:41:00.003+08:00

Yesterday ws AWESOME!
At last I get to meet Nabilah,
And her new haircut makes her look,
I dont know ,
~ Fresh?
I know she looks superrr HOT.

After which Nabilah gotta go home,
And I watched Drag me to hell with Zack.
It wasnt scary but bloody hell there's alot of suspense!
And Zack did not move an inch,
Weird guy.
Mine anyway .. LOL.

GO WATCH DRAG ME TO HELL!
I'll rate it 9/10 for the suspense and sound effect

Love you always.
Zack.

Love

2009-06-15T18:39:00.003+08:00

I love him to the core!
But its the wrong time!
SHIT ..
I'll never rest until he's in my arms.
He caught me.

Guitar

2009-06-14T19:42:00.003+08:00

I am Still skateboarding but damnit Fithria's deck is with her friend ,
HOW the hell am I suppose to practice ..
Erghh , since I cant skate .
I practice my guitar skills ,
It sucks , for such a long time I have not practice .
My fingers are getting stiff .

But thanks to Dad and Zack ,
They've been helping me :D
I love them to the core .
Til here , rocking out !

Cut hair!

2009-06-01T15:47:00.002+08:00

Yesterday Cut my hair @ JAntzen at Causeway,
All day family day.
Since its my parents anni we all watch movie at home.
HBO -..-
Some good movies.
Oh darn , mum did not order shirts for my friends presents.
Damnit.

June holiday intensive remedial is from 3-12 JUNE.
goshhh , its gonna be tiring but worth it if it helps for prelims n N lvl .

Skate skate skate

2009-05-27T21:17:00.003+08:00

Base on mid yr I can go sec 5,
But still I am not happy with my results .
Most borderline .
Hmmmm.

Anyway , nowadays I feel like no life.
Skate skate skate, study study study .
So boring yet tired.
Bleahhhh
No time to go out with friends YET !
And june holiday is no more a HOLIDAY its a jumpstart for us to cath up on
the things we missed in class ..
Suffer now , Enjoy later .

So met Zai under my block ,
skate there ,
I actually brought my dad's birtday cake down and they all ate it til
its cleannnn .
GOODNIGHT.
I NEED SLEEEEEEP!

Happy Birthday To Me!

2009-05-14T21:36:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthhdayy too meee ,
Thanks to all for the wishes !

BITRHDAYYY

2009-05-13T22:16:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to me !
14 may is fast coming.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOO MEEEE .

Studied

2009-05-11T20:52:00.004+08:00

So Zai came to my hse , around 1 plus ,
Then we studied our own.
And as per normal ,
he brought his deck and skate .
I took picture like I said using my sister's Camera!
Nice nice!

Okay well ,
Tml ,
Planned to go Lavender with Zai -__-
Nvm la , accompany him take his IC.
AND MAYBE !
I get my noise tunic shirt !
Yay !

aaaaaaaaaaaaaah ,
Just having high hopes I'll get new phone !
Sister buying new one fer me !
:D

Tired

2009-05-05T23:02:00.004+08:00

I want to sleep real soon.
I will be taking pictures using my Sister's DSLR camera !
Weeeeeeeeee !
Anyway ,
Skate again today .
Feel like playing th guitar but its th middle of th night .
I feel like singing but my parents would shut me up .
I feel like skating but my father would stop me.
I feel like studying but I just finish studying .

OH right timing !
My mum just cook twistered toaster !
YAY !
K night .
Will post th pictures soon =)

Noise Tunic Shirt | love

2009-05-03T23:13:00.003+08:00

Today went Yishun ,
Met Zai then accompany him go his hse then to takraw court .
And skate.
While waiting for Erin ,
For my NOISE TUNIC SHIRT.
I get freaking irritated man .
I waited for almost 2 hours for her to text me .
She wasted my bloody time .
ERGHHH ..

K night .
& I want that some one to know I hate him very much
=D

Aminah's birthday

2009-05-01T23:58:00.002+08:00

Back from Aminah's party at 10.30 dot .
Its fun .
Bought her 3 blue roses and a big Cadbury Chocolate.
Played dog n bone til 7 plus.
Then skate all the way .
Fell down .
My elbow hurts even more.
My leg still the same .
Meeting Erin for my noise tunic shirt
CANT WAIT !

Okay .
Today is basically great . Party , fun .
Moodswings so not fun .
I just wanna skate n fall .

OWWWWWWWWWWWW~~

2009-04-30T19:43:00.004+08:00

Okay , today was the second lesson with Zai .
He thought me the basics of how to skate.
Yes and I mastered how to turn already !
But hell it hurts when I fell down for countless of times.
My ankle i, elbow , knee n thumb FREAKING hurts !
My ankle hurts the MOST !

But since its a hobby I like .
I just practice til I got it right .
Now just waiting for the third lesson .
Okay I wanna study PHYSICS ,
If never do my head will roll down the hill .

S-pfroom ( Aminah knows )

2009-04-28T21:51:00.005+08:00

I miss Spain .
And the picture above is at Madrid , Reina Sofia .
A contemporary Museum .
There are Picasso , Salvador Dali , Miro paintings etc.

I learnt the basics of skating , balance , how to fall down , how to goofy i think ?
hahaha .

I love everyday that I spent n even love the days that are passing !
Cause I cant wait for my snakebite !
Yes i miss Spain ,
SPAIN!

Thanks Aminah , For all the chocolates and the treat .
Love you always.
Ask me whats S-pfroom !

I LOVE ORANGE!

the lurid tales of pulp magazines.

2009-04-24T21:53:00.002+08:00

I made myself stress.
Errr , I shouldnt be .
I keep on doing the TYS of every sub in order to get use to N lvl papers.
Been studying n practicing .
I get panicky when the exam papers start .
It happened lots of times .
BAck to studying,
Night.

Malay Oral

2009-04-21T21:27:00.002+08:00

Today had my malay oral.
And it suck .
Guess what ,
I spoke in english all the way as I was too panicked,
Til I cant think of any malay words .
What the fuck !
I screw up BIG TIME !
arghhh ,
Its very embarrassing to not even know ur own mother tongue language.
I really need to start reading Malay newspaper .

I dont wanna talk abt it ,
It just freaking hurts .
Please be sick , me .

Dog , fuck off .

2009-04-20T21:46:00.003+08:00

Feels so different to be opening up to a guy ,
Hahaha ,
Maybe he knows who I'm talking abt
Anyway ,
Feels good to let out of me , again .
This time its a diff prob ,
IT was way way way backk ..
But that DOG really traumatised me.

I can actually survive without my friends,
hahaha .
Thanks SUFI !

ROCK ON!

Moon

2009-04-18T22:26:00.003+08:00

I am okay now ,
Cause i sat , i flew n dream.
That night itself ,
its like th whole universe is in my eyes.
I control it using my inner self.
Which is the greatest power I've had.
Humans dont realize this ,
they have great power in themself ,
But they dont find it there.
Try meditating .
It helps to move , appreciate , calm etc
What I saw that night was SUPER shocking.
And til now my mind could not stop playing that image on my mind .
It keeps playing in my head everytime I try to focus .
Whoaaaa ,

Imagine you're the only survivor in the world after ALIENS invaded Earth.
Its dark , the only thing you have is your cellphone and pillow .
What would you do ?

Lost trust

2009-04-17T18:32:00.003+08:00

I FREAKING HATE MYSELF !
WHY?!?!
CAUSE I CANT KEEP MY FREAKING MOUTHHH SHUTT?!?!?!
WHOAAAAA WHEN WILL I EVER LEARN TO SHUT UP !!
NOW I'VE BEEN LOSING THE TRUST I'VE GAINED !!
I KNOW NOBODY CARES ABT ME!
IS THERE??
IN THIS WORLD EVERYONE THINK ABT THEMSELVES !
BUT ARE THEY WILLING TO HELP OTHER PEOPLE TOO ???
ALL I DO IS HURT PEOPLE IN THE END ,
DO I ?!?!? YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ?!?!
I NEED SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO MY PROBLEMS TOO !?!!?
I'VE BEEN A GOOD LISTENER~
IS THERE ANYONE WHO COULD LISTEN TO MY FREAKING PROBLEMS ?!?!?
I'M NOT SELF CENTERED!!!
BUT THIS ARE ALL THE BAD SIDE ABT ME !
I MAY LOOK OR FEEL OR ACT HAPPY ,
BUT I AM ALWAYS EITHER FUCKING ANGRY CAUSE I AM MAD AT MYSELF !
I NEED HELP !?
I'M NOT GOING CRAZY !!!

I am just mad at myself for doing all this crap ,
Sorry friends.
If you feel i neglect you ,
NO i'm not !
I've been busy with studies and things outside .

will be MIA-ing for awhile.
will post sooon

I'd die from laughing

2009-04-14T21:48:00.004+08:00

Today after school met Aminah n Shah to study .
And yes I would die from laughing because its Shah's line
, And he was super funny when he talks and stuff
. HAHA . TET TET TIT TOT TIT TET .
Lame right , Shah is lame .
LOL !

2009-04-13T18:52:00.009+08:00

Dont we look silly ,
Megan in Brown shirt .
Im in the yellow one =)

If you think I'm important and you still care for me ,
Why do you still hurt me my dear Fit ?
I'm mad at you ,
For always lying n not telling the truth .
Have I not been understanding ?
If like you dont want me to know whatever is happening in your life ,
Then you should just be straight forward and say " Its a secret la Farah "
I'll understand and I'll SHUT MY MOUTH !
But nvm , I mean I think I've been to soft-hearted towards
the people I've been with .
I dont wanna be labeled ' DUMB'
Cause I'm not including urself lady .
Excuse me for being rude in school ,
I'm already like that , Mind me okay .
its like this a lil girl wanna pluck a sunflower but then a white rose was beside it ,
And it changes the mind of the girl towards th sunflower ,
She thinks sunflower is too big ,
So she picked th white rose which is beautiful instead of the Sunflower .
me = Sunflower ,
You = White rose .
Get it ?

Study

2009-04-12T22:38:00.002+08:00

Today went out with my darling Megan ,
We went to Woodlands Lib ,
And we took 73 pics !
Thats the first time I took that much pic with her !

Anyway will post the pic GOODNIGHT !

I miss Jake ,
Please text me soon !

Funny

2009-04-11T22:02:00.006+08:00

I am so gonna get 'SNAKEBITE' after my N lvl !
I love it !

Errrr Fucking hot !
Alex Evans + the snakebite = HOTHOTHOT

Okay I've post 2 times today ,
Well its because just now i went to Causeway to meet my mum ,
We walk walk walk & walk ,
Suddenly this shoe at metro caught her attention .
I just followed her cause I was finding spectacle frame ,
Then she suddenly said " Is this heel nice ?"
Me : " Yeahh ,"
Mum : " Na bey Ci bai , I never withdraw more money if not can buy ,
this heel is expensive ( she checks the amount ) See I told you its expensive ,
My taste very expensive one ,
Fuck man . "

I kept on laughing , cause I find her funny ,
She swears and she's like talking to herself .
She swears in front of me and this chinese couple just walk pass us and was
looking at my mum in a strange way .
HAHA my mum swears ,
A very rare thing for her to do .

Yesterday night Megan (Murni) told me that her friends made up english name
starting with their First letter name .
Murni - Megan
Nur Atikah = Natalie Adeline
Ruhaidah = Roxy
Siti Aisyah = Sarah Ann
Megan decide that my name ,
Farah Feriena = Fersalla FemÉra
I find it cool and nice .
Thanks Megan .

Anyway , I got hooked up with this band called Bring me the horizon , Bless The fall & Blinded Black.
Very nice the songs .
Well thats all for today ,
Get back to studying ,
Ciao.

Suck Creatures like her !

2009-04-11T12:46:00.005+08:00

Hello ,
At last I finished reading All twilight sequels books !

I finished reading Breaking Dawn I think the past 4 or 5 days .
Goddd its freaking addictive to read it .
I dont wanna stop reading actually ,
But I got homework n all those craps ,
I read the book one day 4 hours .
Yes its true !
I wanna move but my body would not budge .
=)

Now I'm reading a new book , ( its kinda old )
Its called ' Shantaram '
They are making a movie out of it and I cant wait .

ANYWAY
I dont know why ,,,
My own bestfriend even have the heart to betray / Backstab me !
Like seriously ,
I'm not the kind of person who hold grudges towards anyone who do bad things ,
Instead I think of the person more or less DUMB/STUPID for backstabbing or betraying
their own bestfriends ,
Yes , she may be there for me , good memories of her is still on my mind ,
But the bad memories lingers on my mind til today which now ,
I'm posting .
I shall not name the person ,
Cause she'll be embarrassed or humiliated ,
N she would want to keep her good name .
I dont TRUST her anymore .
Cause she's been lying to me , LIKE BIG BIG fucking LIES !
I lie too BUT its not a bad lie its for the GREATER good !
White lies i meant !
Now I tell myself ,
Life is seriously unfair .
I do good things , bad things will come .
I do bad things , bad things will still come .
I dont even know if she knows how to appreciate me as her 'Bestfriend'
Cause I do .

Right now I FEEL FREAKING DUMB TO LISTEN/TRUST her .
For goodness sake is she getting worse or whatttttttttt !!!!!!!!
I have respect for every human being on this earth because people deserve it ,
But for creatures LIKE HER !
I dont think they deserve my respect !

I dont even want to get near her anymore .
Cause the more she get near to me ,
I feel hurt .
Its like I'm gonna EXPLODE anytime now .
Errrgh !
Call this " BESTFRIEND"
Fuck this crap !

Enough of that , at least I feel better letting this out of inside me .
Make sure she knows KARMA .

Believe it or not , I still love her .
She's lucky I did not beheaded her ! (Jk)

Rock on
Feriena .

2009-04-05T11:47:00.003+08:00

I realised now that many humans love the colour GREEN,
Whereever I go , there must be te colour green either
on the humans shirt , bag, shoe , or hand.
Obviously I got jealous,
But since I dont like to stick to one color,
I love ORANGE now ,
Green will be my second fav color :D

Oh SYF we won SILVER !
We've been practising like hell,
And we've worked hard =D

I also hate to be around girls ,
I mean I dont act like them in a way like very girlish ..
I act like a guy most of the time .
But i know I'm still a girl ,
evidence :
- I love make up
- I love dressing up
But in the other hand ,
-I love guys watches big n nice ,
-I love their perfume only one in particular ,
Ferrari light essence,
- I love their big shoes
Call me weird ?
Maybe .

LOST

2009-03-24T19:52:00.001+08:00

Sorry for not updating lately ,
Well , my usb cable is kinda misplaced somewhere somewhere in my hse ,
And I am gonna find it ASAP,
There's alot of photos to be uploaded in here .

All i wanna say is "aaaaaaaahhh"

2009-03-20T17:39:00.002+08:00

Will be uploading pics soon !
I misplaced my usb cable .
My best best best ever friend is giving away
the usb cable ;D
THANKS HAM

S E N T O S A !

2009-03-09T19:33:00.029+08:00

Its Fithria's Advanced birthday that we celebrated on the 7 March !
Well I really enjoyed it VERY MUCH !
Its like the best DAY of my YEAR ! seerriiousss !
And these are the pictures ,

2009-02-28T09:02:00.002+08:00

I Cant wait for N level !
Cause sister told me if i passed my n level ,
better then her ,
Then She's bringing me to BALI !
And prolly after that SPAIN !
God ! Bali confirmed , but Spain ..
I gotta save money now so that I pay half of the airplane tix .
I really wanna go back there !
I miss Spain !

I love my awkwardness now .
:P

And I'm not sure what to answer .
Its waiting ,
Its waiting for my answer .
I gotta make up my mind .
Bleahh ._.

2009-02-22T20:45:00.002+08:00

I'm beginning to love 'Cassadee Pope hair !

I can wait for it to be the holidays so I can start to dye light brown first ,

prolly after N lvl , I'm gonna dye Cassadee Pope + Hayley Williams ^_^ !
Woohooo !

Random

2009-02-22T18:51:00.001+08:00

Yes , I rub my nose downwards . :D

2009-02-15T17:09:00.002+08:00

Botanical Gardens is freaking beautiful !

My Weekends

2009-02-11T19:20:00.012+08:00

Thanks Syafiq ,

And thanks Guo Qiang for the Zoo tix !

2009-02-08T08:29:00.002+08:00

Will post again later as I'm going out again ,
TO THE ZOO ~!
And then to Punggul end and maybe Botanical Gardens ?
Its for N lvl .. -.-
Wait till for the "O's" ,
gonna be hellllll ..
Okay gtg ,

Rock on Yeahh Yeahh ~!

Continuation

2009-02-02T20:20:00.004+08:00

Wtf , I had never even said anything bad about you to my friends ,
and you go around saying all the bad shits about me .
Have you ever thought of the good things ?
We're suppose to thing of the good memories rather than the bad ones right .
Where's your "Forgive & Forget"
Its just words right ,
Saying it is useless ,
You , YOURSELF didnt even prove to me .
In the first place , did I even wanna be with you ? You begged & begged & begged till i gotta give in cause my friends told me to give you a chance . I said okay , and i tried loving you at first but to no avail , the second time , it worked . i loved you , i gave you all my love , but you hurt me . You dont realised after all this while you hurt me , even if I mentioned it , you wont wanna admit its you right .
But what are you trying to prove ?
That I should respect you and apologised to you cause i'm in the wrong ?
Ohhh no way buggerr ,
who do you think you are ,
You are in the wrong too and you know it .
You just cant handle the truth right ?
Well after all those things ur 'brother' said to me ,
It hurts okayy ,
I'm still a human .
I know it was true ,
but some was not true .
Its not even the fact ,
And he go on spitting it out like its my fault when some of it was supposed to be yours .
But i just go with the flow .
I dont understand why you must act so childish ,
I told my friends I've missed you ,
They got sick of hearing those stuffs & told me to just forget about you ,
How to ..
But I'm thinking otherwise right now .
Its been a mistake being with you ,
We can be friends till now ,
But no ,
You were hard headed
I think all you want is to break all ties .
And I think we should .
I'm not gonna ever see you again in my LIFE !
Take care of yourself especially your parents .
I'm not gonna show i care ,
Cause its a waste of time when you dont even one tiny lil bit care .
I'm not perfect okay FYI .
I dont criticise you for the way you look .
But why must you criticise me ?
Cause you feel good ?
Lame okayy ,
Thanks anyway for the criticising ,
I never thought you would waste ur time writing it in your pm .
LOL !

Anyway tc people I'm beat writing along paragraph about the most hottest guy I had before ( My friends are hotter :P)
Outs peeps ~~

Loving it

2009-02-01T21:35:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh ,
I heard from Ghasa that we still have our Fashion Show on Achievement Day ,
July , first week of term 3 .

More experience to walk down the runway ,
Must learn more poses ,
I'm starting to love couture poses !

I miss afi !

Bad

2009-01-31T19:17:00.002+08:00

I'm truly sorry .
Really I am , I didnt realised I treated you that way ,
Sorry .

Fashion Show

2009-01-31T10:21:00.012+08:00

God being a fashion designer is one heck of a job ! TIRING & STRESSFUL ! And being a model ? Yes , scary , nervous , excited , eager to go out . Okay well I wanna clean up the house .

Enjoy your day people . Take care , Love, Feriena

Shoot i cant upload our fashion runway !
WTF !
Will try uploading soon .
Tc people .
Outs~

Fashion Show

2009-01-30T06:17:00.002+08:00

This is it , today is the big day !
My very first Fashion show ,
Artist + Fashion Designer + Modelling .
Wish me luck people .
Its held at The Arts House .
THE CHAMBER ~!

Okay will post the pictures maybe by tonight if notttt tmr !

Take care :D
Love ,
Feriena

Monday blues

2009-01-27T12:22:00.011+08:00

HANIS FINGER DUHH

Sunday went out with Hanis , Faisal , Aminah , Fit , Syafiq & Wan .
It was fun .
Hanis planned to go to the Botanical Gardens .
But we changed cause Hanis was JOKING! Isnt he just bad !
But then we planned to go Sentosa , cancelled and just stay at VIVO city .
The first thing we saw was a fountain thingy , very nice .
Then we went to the rooftop AND BOOM !
I realised my wallet n handphone went missing. WTF !
Syafiq & me retraced our steps then he laughed and bring out my wallet AND my freaking phone !
I straight away went down on my knees and let out a big sigh of relief !
HE's BADDER , such a supervillain . Shithead man .
What a day . (Pictures not in order)

Yesterday was heck of a fun !
Really enjoyed the whole day yesterday .
Thanks to Aminah's mum .
Aminah and me decided to ask Wan & Syafiq to join us , and so they did .
Spent our day at Sembawang beach ,
AND I SAW NABILAH !
Okay then we talked/gossiped .
Then we played the game of life n twister .
We went back like around 2 plus ,
went back to Aminah's hse to bathe n freshen up ,
then we went to Orchid park ; played bowling .
After that Wan & Syafiq went home :( booohhoooo .
( someone owe me something !)
I sewn my dress already n its looking sexily gorgeous ! :D
Heard Fahmi's mum was admitted to the hospital ,
Gotta make time to meet her . :\
Anyway , texting M.G .

Outs people ,
Take care :D
xxx

Sunday

2009-01-25T00:59:00.007+08:00

And tmr is the special day , Today I'll be meeting some of the Art students at 12.30 pm to go to Botanical gardens to take photos for our N lvl thingy . (We must take loads of pics ! Will post them .) God , its stressful cause we gotta fill up 2 black boards like before march n like we must draw using pen or ink , or colour pencils or paint ! This is just N lvl , what about the O lvl , must be 10 times more stressful I bet ! Anyway , Hanis , Khali , Faisal , Aminah , Fithria & me thats going plus 2 extra guys thats joining us along the way and thats Syafiq & Wan .

How to gain higher self esteem ? Seriously i have the lowest self esteem ever , and I'm thinking of gaining it back since its a new year .
• Remember that success builds upon success, so set yourself small goals initially, and build on them. • Believe in yourself. For every negative belief you hold about yourself think of four positive ones. If you can’t think of beliefs that are true at the moment then think of beliefs you would like to be true that you can work towards. • Even if you sometimes don’t feel like it always act in a confident manner.

Going to sleep now ! Outs people , Feriena

2009-01-23T14:20:00.002+08:00

YOU SCUM

I want distinction for ART !

QIFAYS!

2009-01-22T22:55:00.004+08:00

I love playing rock legends ,
am playing it more then pet society .
Okay its random .
This sunday maybe following Haniz to Botanical Garden .
Then ON MONDAY ! Following Aminah n her mum to Sembawang Park ,
PICNIC !

The happening people are going !
Okay shall save the energy for the fun days .

H
A
T
E

you !

Pride

2009-01-20T23:21:00.003+08:00

We are rarely proud when we are alone .

SCHOOL !

2009-01-19T18:40:00.005+08:00

Everyone is not perfect , karma ?
Maybe .

Heaven ?

2009-01-18T23:29:00.005+08:00

Syafiq actually met my parents !
My parents like " he's cute n short "
And they cant stop laughing at us cause they say how we met each other sounds funny ..
Are they crazy or what ?
Meeting someone at facebook funny ?
I know i ans some of the questions in ur head !
LOL !
But anyways
Like O-M-G !
I'm happy of course !
;D

Yes i hate you too yoda ! NOT !

Love ,
Feriena !

PENDJEGO !

2009-01-18T15:16:00.005+08:00

Aminah's eyes is steaming ..
Anyone have a powder ?

He's the most sweetest guy I've ever met ..

Ytd went out with Fithria , Aminah , Wan Pao , Syafiq n Faizal .
Yes yes it was super duper fun as per normal .
First i went to Arab Street to buy fabric for Ashikin since she's very sick..
Then off to meet yoda & Pao..
We played bowling at Marina Square.
Some people playing mind tricks on the ball ..

Alot of things happen ,
I fell , the ball slip out of my hand , i got a strike , The guys team won ,
The girls team loses ..
OH the most happiest thing that happened was ,
Syafiq sent me home all the way from city hall to woodlands and back to tamp ..
Ahh am i dreaming or what ..
Hoho .
But then i found out that today something bad is going to happen if i dont take care of myself ?
Scared , maybe ?
Angry , Definitely .
I feel like killing , murdering .. erghh .
But since he heck care , dont bother no more .
Why should i bother abt him ..

Man with their EGO ..
Some can control , some cant ..
hmmmm ..

When you do something for a person SINCERELY , would you expect anything back ??

Love,
Feriena

ERGH !

2009-01-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

I thought of cutting my hair like either one of the above ..
OOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Best Saturday EVER !

2009-01-12T20:01:00.003+08:00

On saturday , Aminah and me met up with Syafiq at Bugis .
He was like 15 mins late ?
And so his deal was whoever reach Bugis first wins ,
The LOSER gotta treat one another .

And duh ,, we were the first !
He treat me n Aminah to Starbucks !
:P
So i treat him to J something something Donut shop ..
We head to esplanade ,
Aminah went home , then we went to ITE Simei for this Grease Musical !
Reached home like midnight .. it was freaking late !
Dad scolded me of course. -.-

Anyway i enjoyed the day ,,
Both of them bullied me .

Love ,
Feriena.

Sec 1 CCA Orientation !

2009-01-06T21:46:00.003+08:00

I am freaking tired .

CAMPFIRE WAS GREAT !

Okay I'm BEAT!

Goodnight strangers .

Disappointed

2009-01-03T00:02:00.004+08:00

Life is full of ups and downs. It seldom goes according to ones wishes.
In one moment , you may be on cloud nine , but in the next , you may feel disappointed
because things did not turn out as well as expected. Time does not wait for us and all the more,
we should not remain stagnant at a particular stage where we were forced with utter disappointment.
We have to overcome our emotions and move on.

But betrayal is a big issue for all of us ,
Once you abuse the trust of your friends ,
It definitely hard to gain it back.
So treasure them and don't do things you feel like doing just because so you feel accepted by people.
You broke too many hearts.
Your friends have been in your shoes ,
so you also gotta be in their shoes to feel what they feel.
Have some initiative.
Hope that 2 years + of friendship wont be wasted just because of your wrong doing ..

Think twice before you do anything.

Malaysia

2008-12-30T22:51:00.007+08:00

Home Sweet Home!

What big nose i have! EEEK!

ME & Dad

From left : Farah , Azlin & Azwin

Their terms : Camwhore My term : "Lets take picture!"
One of the oysters were really effing smelly we played with it!
I dont eat this. REALLY!
Beloved uncle !
2 Most favourite cousins I've got.
Mum & Beloved aunt..
Mum & Dad ..

Fahmi's Party

2008-12-27T22:46:00.002+08:00

YAY!
At last i meet NABILAH,
Even though we just met but the past few months that I get to know her,
Makes me more closer to her.
She's like supeerrrr FUN,
VERY THE SUPERDUPER Pretty & Adorable,
And I'm very happy she met her hotstuff , Danny.
*BIG WIDE SMILE*

Anyway , had fun today.
God I love them!

Love,
Feriena

Christmas

2008-12-26T19:03:00.004+08:00

Nice , jealous? NO!

Open present time!

Poop!

Thats my PRESENTS!

The food is freaking nice!

My sis and a very favourite camera of mine!

My sis

My new friend , Cheryl.

Cooking..

Do i look like a twig ??

Pout

Merry Christmas.

I'm bored ,

I love nabilah Imah Ayuni.

They are the greatest people ever that i know of ,

They are freaking nice ,

Cause i was freaking nice.

Muahaha,Anyway.

I'm missing them..

3 months WEEE.

2008-12-21T22:33:00.004+08:00

Christmas gift.
One of them I know my friend is giving me a bloody new PHONE!
OMG!
Okayy ,
I know someone is jealous!
Haha.
And Ayuni , I'm always there for you if you need me =D
IMAH!
you crazy kick ass babe! I love you more , huhu.
=D

~~ BORED~~

1. Who the person that tagged you
-IMAH

2. Relationship between you & her
- Friend , Gonna be bestfriend! <3

3. Three impression of her
- Hyper Chick Fun Beautiful

4. If she becomes your enemy , what will you do
- I cant even imagine if she's my enemy!

5. What will you say to the person you like very much
- I need a defribulator , you stopped my heart!

6. Characteristic I like about myself .
- I'm funny, I think?

7. Characteristic I hate about myself .
- I dont realise people take advantage of me! >:(

8. For the person you hate , you say ?
- I'll kick your ass!

9. What do people feel about you ?
- Irritating , funny , huggable?

10. Your crush ?
- Someone , I keep it a secret.

11. Pass this to 10 people
1) Turtle
2) Syarfa
3) Khairul Bonzer
4) Azira
5) Aizzah
6) Ayuni
7) Imah
8)Nathasha
9) Femmiera
10)Aqhari

12. If 5 & 7 were together ?(Aizzah & Imah)
- NO WAY! They are not lesbos.

13. What does 5 like ?
- I dont know, She's my old friend , I MISS HER!

14. What colour does 9 like ?
- IDK! sorry

15. Say something about 8 ?
-PRETTY!

16. Who is 2 ?
-Sarah or ME!

17. Talk about 3.
- Caring , Cute , A good listener.

18. Who is 10 best friend ?
- IDK!

19. Who the sexiest among the 10s ?
- Everone is sexy to me!

20. What colour does 4 like ?
- Idk!

21. Is 4 single ?
- No.

22. Your relationship with 1 ?
- Bestfriend!!!

23. Are 5 & 6 best friend ?
- They dont know each other.

24. 9 surname ?
- I have no idea.

25. 7 nickname ?
- IMAH-CI Mexican Woman!

26.Say something to 8.
- I miss you friend!

27. Say something to help 9.
- Hi Farah Amira, I miss you. =D

28. What does 1 admire ?
- Ryan Ross!

29. Where does 1 live ?
-JURONG EAST

30. 10 of them know who you like ?
-Not all.

31. Say something to 6 when you see him/her.
- I love you bby! There are better guys out there!

2008-12-21T21:23:00.002+08:00

Yes man!
That was a freaking hilarious movie,
Its worth to watch over n over again.
SERIOUS!
Anyway , I MET IMAH & AYUNI!
Weeee , they are one fun asses to be with.
PEACE.
Too bad nabilah wasnt there :(
Anyway , gotta eat.
Watching football ,
VIETNAM! ERR SHIT ERR!!!
SHITHEADS!
MFS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GERAM SIA!

Anyways , chilling errrrr!!

Fun

2008-12-19T12:30:00.003+08:00

I have not post for the past few days because of my FATHER!
Ohh well I went to my cousin birthday party just to found out he is my EX best friend.
After meeting him , the day didnt went quite well.
Then I text Iwan.
He tried to cheer me up but failed.

Whatever it is , I had fun at the zoo.
I'll post maybe later at night cause I'm going out soon with IMAH! ( At last I get to meet you!)
Ayuni , Fahmi , Fithria & some others.
POST SOON.

Biting off,
Feriena

Help?

2008-12-13T15:39:00.001+08:00

Should i model or should i not?
OR can I?
My cousin said she'll be helping me to get me for auditions after N level or O level ,
I want to model so badly.
But I got no confidence and Self Esteem.
Help.
:\

MONEY!

2008-12-06T23:58:00.004+08:00

I want either W902 or SE Xperia!
GOD..
Anyways ..........

YAY!
My sis gave me 20 Bucks!
Plus if mum give me 30 , it equals to ,
50!

Yay,
Buying new prepaid card soon since mum dont want me to use the line card YET!
BUMMER.
Anyway, I'll use the prepaid card for close friends.
God, if not for that fucking guy!
My bill would have been $47.60
ERGHH!
Feeling like stabbing him in the back.
With a sword , star wars sword also can...

Gosh.
IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT!!
Anyway ,
Thanks Solihin for the great headbanging songs.
I love it!
GOODMORNING!

I wanna sleep ,
Nights,
Rock on.

Saviour where are you ?

2008-12-06T21:38:00.002+08:00

God i love her.
And I love her self esteem.
Always having fun.

Saviour , help me please!
I'm bored.

Miss

2008-12-05T19:04:00.004+08:00

Oh thanks Syazwani.
I maybe working at Fig & Olive.
At vivo.
A big MAYBE .
Weeeeeee.

This is random!
I miss his laughter,
I miss his craziness,
I miss his talks.
I dont know if we connect or not.
But its hard.
I miss everything abt him.
Even if he is hot or not.
He is.
MUAHAHAHA.

I miss you _ _ _ _ _ _ !

Love Feriena

2008-12-03T17:40:00.002+08:00

Fun fun movies i must say!
I wanna watch body of lies , quarantine n rec( Recommended by Aqhari.)

Farah is becoming more n more lazier.
:(

Rihanna's Concert!

2008-11-27T20:37:00.004+08:00

My face is so like freaking shitty!

Rihanna's Concert was freaking fun.
Oh sorry Aqhari.
You know i know ehh.

Gosh.
I actually wanna meet Chris Brown.
Hahaha.
Rihanna is freaking HOT!
AAAAAAAAA!

Okay i shall stop.
Well i dod had fun that night.
=D

Rock on people!
yea yeahh.

I'm truly sorry.

2008-11-22T15:45:00.001+08:00

I'll update very soon!

The Rihanna concert n stuff i've been doing lately.
I'll be either updating tonight or tomorrow!
Sorry SYARFA , n the people who's been looking forward fer the post!
SORRY SORRY SORRY!

Triple Date ; my gangster wasnt there -.-

2008-10-31T00:57:00.004+08:00

Today suppose to be a triple date BUT then ,
nvm , seems like a double date.
-.-

I do still enjoy, FUNFUNFUN.
Had starbucks 2 times today!!
First shared with Nabilah ,
second , Amru told as we can have free drink from his workplace,
So Nabilah & I shared again =D

Then went shopping at Bugis,
Then back to Orchard , Taka.
Went to Art friend to buy art stuff,
Then got fight fight went home happily..

Tmr schooling, it would not be bore because its art ;D
Okayy still i miss Spain ,
Okayy i gotta sleep its 1.03am
GOODNIGHT/MORNING!!

- My gangster ,
Iloveyou.
i know you miss me ,, Haha..
-.-
Well , meet up eith u soon,
bitebite.
Love you villain!

Hola !

2008-10-29T14:53:00.040+08:00

Here are the Spain Pictures! Sorry if it is a bore.

Spain is Super Duper Fun!!

I Wanna go again! =D

Liverpool Fans

Caramel

THE END

asta pronto SPAIN

countdown =)

2008-10-14T19:16:00.004+08:00

Finished third canvas ,
Damn Tiring ,,
Yay , 5 more days to Spain !
Excited , but too bad , have to do art all the way ,
But still , its in europe , =D

Jakun betul Farah ..

I miss Ab ,

I want bagpack , I want Vans shoe.
I Want to meet Ab,,